point of principle

I will not listen
to anyone
who does not know how to listen

stupid fixatia

Won't let me get to sleep.
I need to keep looking into it.
Even though it's 5:22.

Even though there are so many other things to do.
And it's a stupid thing that preoccupies me.
And still I'm looking for an answer
that isn't there.

Where's the egg-timer
to tell me it's time
to turn off the computer
and go to sleep?

Not even tired.

Not even close.