deep dark hole

Hi! Things aren't terrible in my life, there's the disclaimer.

I'm at the bottom of a shaft of such personal misery today, though, there's not much I can do to express it.

I hope that the negative vibes I'm drawing to myself like a beacon can make the rest of the world, my friends in particular, feel/do a bit better this holiday season. It doesn't matter much to me anyway.

Enjoy. I hope that I can feel so excruciatingly awful that the rest of you are out of your minds with bliss.